Life, friends and family

Life has changed much in the last years
We moved couple years ago
Even though some people say I moved to run away it's the compleat opposite
I moved to start a new life and sometime taking a step back and going another direction helps
I know some of the bad is still out there and (thanks to the Internet) still has to hate and bug me every so often
Sadly I have to say that I don't have any very close friends
You know the type you can tell everything too
Honestly I don't know if I really want that close of a friend
Last time that did not turn out so good
Other friends that I meet since then are friends but even though I did share a lot with some none ever came that close, I don't think I will share any and everything with another friend again
I found out that secrets should not be shared and if it comes down to it things you share will get used agains you
Don't think I want to give any friend that much power over me ever again

Think I just stick to my family
Things changed so much
Can't hardly believe that the last years BEFORE the move was just hell and thought it would never ever get better
But we did it, with the move we turned this around and been better then ever
It took a lot of tears, sleepless nights and everyday give and take

Love is a funny thing but when you find your soulmate, that one that understand and would give everything you can do anything together

Kevin, my oldest has a son (see picture) now and is getting married next month
The 3 still with us at home did fine with the move and found friends here
We both work and work even more on our farm and horses
Adam found friends and "works" on Mark's farm
Mark's farm is where we cut and bale hay and where we ride
I plan to go to trail rides but it's been just to hot to travel with the horses
As soon as I can I want to go to Blue and Gray park and maybe one day I can take the horses to Colorado or somewhere into the mountains to ride
Till then I just ride around here
Justin, my youngest, rides with me sometimes or I got friend come out
Life is good, not claiming its perfect but I an very happy
I got a great family, great horses and a hubby that loves me :-)
What could be better then that?